SYLVIA

rot and dead -.-

2010-09-12T18:39:00.002+08:00

after super super long of not updating, i came back to post cause i was damn bored as bf is in camp. yea, i remove my tagboard because i'm lazy of explaining to ppl or anything, i dont own them a life. and hey if you're really so sick of me, pls just come to my face and tell me. i rather you come infront swear me whole loads of vugularites rather than hide behind the lapy or com and be a timid keyboard warrior. unless you're jealous of what i have. lols. and i took a super long time to remove mer's stuff in my blog, as i was seriously so busy and tied up with work recently. indulge in a whole total different lifestyles now. i reckon everything's still moving on well. everyone still the same and stuff bahs. been writing letter to ahboy as well. time flies. hope he could just come out asap bahs. till then~ (:

#359

2010-07-13T10:58:00.002+08:00

days have been passing like normal, like how it should be. working has been very hectic and tiring like how it should be. that i could fall asleep where ever i go. chinatown eat porridge with boyf last night and home sweet home with boyf and slp all the way till morning. tmr'll will be a week without you by our side. sigh~

2010-07-08T13:18:00.000+08:00

i left court with a very very heavy heart yesterday. ): sigh

2010-07-07T10:25:00.002+08:00

hasn't been updating for quite sometime. lols was really busy and tired from work. hasnt been working rev for the past 2 weeks. so much to update till i couldnt rmb anything now -.- kbox-ing with my dear peiyun & kim last night, thou it's really last min. cab down rev aftermath to look for love. attending court tonight. sigh~ love and me gonna be damn sad ): and i need a holiday now because exams coming! shit. i really need to start browsing through all my notes and start preparing before i ended up with nothing again. not gonna upload all the pictures as most of them are taken by kim -.- lols. till then ~

2010-06-22T15:30:00.003+08:00

hello, i'm sorry for not updating as usual. lols. busy busy. been browsing through pictures on my lappy lately and i realise it's been some time i last when overseas. (the above were the pictures taken in cameron highland.) lols i mean it's not weird to say this kinda things cause when i'm been with loverboy we're been travelling quite often. thou to nearby country at least, we could still take a break from the hectic life in s'pore. baby said he wanted to bring me to sunway lagoon since there's a promo on the travel packages in july, and cause i've never been to it before. can you believe entire malaysia, i've only been to genting & cameron highland! nt even JB lols. and baby was the one who brought me there. lols. so i'm kinda looking forward to the trip in july, if nth goes wrong! lols. and hopefully hopefully a taiwan trip end of the year! lols :D anyway, ppl been asking me about my job at HP. well, i love it! perhaps it's not that stressful! lols. it's my first time working overtime without complain! lols. ppl there are nice, in charges are funny and it's more relax thou i could get real busy at times! lols. loverboy has been slping my place recently and i feel so handicap without him around me. lols. been long since i met up with 2 of my lovelies. know that both are busy with stuff. but i always believe we dont have to kepe meeting to stay close de bahs. :D both of them are still as important and i know 3 of us got more important things in life we need to do thus the drifing. but i miss these 2 noisy irritating girlf so much! lols. till then ppl :D

Counting down to first day of work, yawns

2010-06-07T04:49:00.000+08:00

I wasn't sure if I'm too excited for tmr first day work at HP or what, that at this time I can't even slp when loverboy is beside me sleeping so soundly and I have to wake up to look for his iPhone to blog or kill time-.- when I'm suppose to wake up at 7 tmr for work. Hopefully everything turns out fine. Bills are pilling up. Sian, gonna resume my typical OL life again! No clubbing or drinking till wee hours during weekday nor having any more dates with my clique -.- low moral! Lols! But I'm gonna save up, there's whole lots of things I want to get! So wish me goodluck peepo. Gonna go play games till my eyes get tired! Goodnight earthlings :)

2010-05-23T18:07:00.006+08:00

below are the photo we went dragonfly that day after work. lols. though only 4 of us went but all of us think that it's so much better than going in a bigger group like the last time cause all just sit and talk. all got crazy, high and tipsy! lols. poor zijian got to head back camp report for duty straght. so we didnt manage to have breakfast though i was very hungry! lols. today would be our tian xia at rev! lols cause today zijian and love with would working bar :d hohos. gonna prepare and head to work lerhs. byeeee~

2010-05-17T20:43:00.005+08:00

work was hectic on friday. saturday was fun :D left rev 2am sharp and head to dragonfly. and it's my first time go club sit sofa seat. lols. open 2 martell. sit talk chill relax. home sweet home at 6. love was so drunk, didn't want to shower and fell asleep straight and when i was out from the shower, he's already taken half of the bed! lols. woken up by mum to have lunch as we're having bbq with family, relative and parent's friend. and it rain. lols. so we're all stuck in the rain -.- got drenched and i mean real wet from head to toe. but's it's a nice bbq, a memorable one larhs. cab home with love and parent. shower and slept. poor baby cant slp and he's nice to massage my knee for me as they're hurting like shit! lols. till the earthling :D

mum & me

love & mum

i tried flying kite after million year! lols. but not much luck. see love struggling!

love with mum's younger sister

2010-05-13T16:32:00.002+08:00

as promised i said i would upload the picture of my new love boyf bought me but due to hectic schedual i didn't have time to take picture of it. but anyway the one i'm having now is something like this just that it has a pair of wings and is in purple colour. but boyf order this silver one for me as well :D double love for boyf! dragonfly-ing this coming saturday with veron danny weisheng and love. promise not to ask too many ppl to restrain from fight and over drunk! lols. realise it's been real long i didn't go clubbing. lols. anyway, would be working tmr and sat at rev. so ppl if coming down do reserve a table as early as 7 plus to avoid disappointment! lols. and my last day of work at the law firm is on the 9th june. don't ask why i'm no longer there and blar blar blar. i'll tell you if i want to say. swimming with love and zijian at sengkang yesterday was super fun. lols. and they got to rush home and shower as shawn wants to be at rev at 3.30 -.- so i went home took a nap before heading down, and veron ask me work as steff wasnt feeling well, but who knows she could work and veron didn't see her text msg so end up 3 of us working! lols. head home before dear as i've got to work today. and tata, end of story! lols. & Kalyn dear, if you do happen to see this, stay strong okay! we're always here. don't think too much! i love you always!

2010-05-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm blogging! Lols. Sorry for the super long no update as usual I'm really busy with work :/ many to update, let's start with loverboy came to rev to work due to some reason which need not be disclose. That's why now I'm blogging with his iPhone, trying very hard to even complete one post! Lols. Another thing is I went back rev to work with loverboy, amazingly it's fun larhs though we might have some conflict during work but they're just small problems. What more important now is to earn money lerhs. Been really tight on cash recently. Been skipping class for the entire week. Too bored! Work at rev was super fun! Especially with my veron darling and my loverboy! Rev got a massive blackout on Friday! Lols cause we got band then plus in too many device -.- so the pool conpetiton was postpone to Friday and hobos, I'm working this Friday! : D and another thing is loverboy got me my charm pendant from his shop! The one me and Jennis order since December! And I'm super so in love with that little angel and even though I order another one which is different colour loverboy says he'll still get me the silver one :D guess that's about it. My recent life, the things that's keeping me so busy :/ I promise I'll update as often as I can! Till then earthlings:D oh anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM KENG SOON. & hello loverboy, I love you :D

2010-04-24T16:55:00.004+08:00

i'm so sorry for not updating for such a long time, had been real lazy to update my blog and i still have tons of pictures still not uploaded yet. zoo trip with love, nice dinner and chilling out session with loverboy. pulau ubin tmr with victoria and co. it's like there's million of things for me to update but my mind's in a blank. lols. guess i'll upload my zoo pictures with loverboy soon. till then :D

victoria :D

isn't it cool? zijian's birth mark and it's heart shape :D

ashley last day@ work

2010-03-27T18:39:00.002+08:00

boohoos, i'm back peepo! was real busy to recently. as many many things happen which i don't wish to elaborate. i've only selected a few BKK pictures to be posted here as it's gonna take ages for them to finish uploading. revzone drinking with lynna and head down white bar with best denki peoplelast night. and so many turn up. and i miss everyone so much sia. wendy was saying i've chnaged so much and blar blar blar. lols. cab down rev to meet boyf and home sweet home after that. boyf went batam yesterday with shawn and kc and bought us a polo couple shirt :D gonna watch my hongkong show and head down ion to look for boyf and "Alice in the wonderland" here i come on monday! lols. now, i'm gonna wait till next week before i blog again! lols. till then.

hopefully, everything turns out for the better.

love you still.

2010-03-15T06:05:00.002+08:00

i'm blogging at 6.05am now. because i'm struggling so badly to slp just now and i can't and i'm gonna prepare to go work soon. my eyes have swell up due to the past 4 to 5 hours of crying. i'm feeling so uncomfortable. i can't just go to slp treating as though nth happen. because sth bad really did happen. no more alvin amd chipmunk 2 or new moon together. no more japan trip together anymore. no more having the chance to wear the gift you got for me on valentine's day. no more celebrating of birthday together anymore. no more whining and crying to your side again. no more pubbing and clubbing anymore. no more buying sweet lovely things for you. no more dinner together. no more sentosa trip. no more booking of sentosa resort hotel anymore, no more hanging around toy shop when we're free. no more searching high and low for hello kitty, stitch or transformers together anymore. no more arguing at pool table about who's going to let who win anymore. no more having someone to carry my bag or notes after school. no more trains ride with you teaching me my notes and scolding me anymore. no more fighting over blankets and bed anymore. no more pat pat to sleep again. there's more. so much more. but i can't seems to focus. my head hurts so badly! i'm gonna wash up and prepare for work now. friends pls don't ask. i'll tell you guys when i'm ready. thanks

are you still returning?

:'(

2010-03-15T04:00:00.002+08:00

we lose out to the 15 mins. after struggling through so much, we couldn't overcome it.

as much as i still loves you, i hope you'll be doing fine.

because i still miss everything we used to do, places we used to have been and happy moment we used to have.

i'll do as i promise to be a better person.

we were not as strong as we thought we would be.

loving you alot still.

2010-03-10T16:39:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna blog. i know i'm blogging without photo now and i know my blog is boring, if you don't like, leave. anw, i'm back from bangkok. i did enjoy myself, at least, i forgotten about those unhappy things. i got drunk just the night before i went bangkok. and i know i create a scene and made everyone worried. sorry. it's just that i couldn't find any more strength to carry on acting strong. i let it out. right now i don't know what i should do or how i should behave in order to maintain our love. why not you come and teach my yourself? worn out :/ started class at BMC yesterday. damm tired. was trying so hard to get my brain to work and my eyes to open. have to finish up my math homework soon before my tutor gonna nag at me again this sunday. till then :D

2010-03-01T14:32:00.002+08:00

i've realise one thing today. and that is how much this man matters to me and how badly i want this love of ours to move smoothly. and i came to know how this love changed the both of us. struggling again and again to salvage this love when problem came along. never ever did i ask myself or him whether are we tired from all this. tired of facing the same old problem again. only then to realise how much it hurts the both of us and that we really feel lethargic and tired. but i can't find ways or reason to back myself up for everything i've done, for why am i behaving like this. trying so hard to find a reason for us to carry on doing all this. was it still love or it's just too used to having each other by our side? never did we ever tried to stand in each other position to face the problem. is it too late now? when we came to this path here, is everything too late to be solve or settled? is everything going remain like this now? tell me, what can i do now so everything returns to how it used to be?

2010-02-24T13:55:00.000+08:00

breaking down.
don't cry, it'll be fine.

2010-02-23T16:17:00.002+08:00

i am lethargic. registered for o lvl preparatory class at BMC yesterday. was kinda down on luck recently! lols. my gel nail broke after close to a month! lols. only the tiny little finger. the rest still in-tact! self trimmed my own bangs until it look totally like shit and now i have to pin it up everyday! my eyes grow something! and snowy is sick! :/ see how unlucky i am! gonna bring that little love to vet tonight. gotto to start mugging hard after i'm back from bangkok. sigh. work's tiring. another 5 days and i'll be on leave! woohooos! and it's work time and i shouldn't be here blogging but sweetheart nag me to as she say it's been decadeS since my blog last mention her name! so, sweetheart :D

will we see results if we try harder?
sigh~

2010-02-18T17:38:00.001+08:00

decided to blog as there nothing much to do in office and boss not around :D new year was just like a so normal day other than getting red packet -.- leave got approved :D so bangkok here i come! woohooos! anyway, gonna start school real soon and really regret not doing my o lvl that time. now i've gotto waste another year before i could get into the course i wanted. had luch at NUSS chinese resturant with colleague and boss just. and i'm going home soon! hohoos! till then peep !

i still loves you, my lover boy!

2010-02-16T16:47:00.002+08:00

when a heart is broken,

no matter how hard you tried to fixed it back you'll still see cracks in it

because you broke it.

tell me that all this uphappiness will be over very soon.

because i'm hurting very badly inside now.

)':

2010-02-07T12:00:00.021+08:00

so sorry for not updating. it has been a real busy week! painted my room with the help of daddy :D cool uhs. after much considration i decided to not upload the cameron picture in blog now because it actuall ytake such a hell long time! gonna go bangkok during march, mer's leave was approved now i hope mine will be too:D new year's tmr valentine's tmr too :/ which means no flowers, no going out and no having fun -.- nth much to update anyway. pictures of my new room :D

2010-01-27T17:45:00.002+08:00

hellooo :D -.- decided to blog for awhile before i'm gonna neglect my poor blog again. i'm in a total holiday mood during work. would be out of town tmr all the way till 31st :D those looking me and is urgent can send a sms to mer's number:D gonna head cameron tmr night :D okay. work is draining out almost three quarter of my energy per day. lols. went blog, facebook to view friends profile. indeed everyone changes so much. many for a better person, some still like kids. happy to see those working ones :D and proud to be one too. earning the hard earned money :/ disgusting. no news of my ic yet. bet the LV card holder couldn't be retrieved back. felt so bad about it. it's 6 soon. gonna pack up and head to look for shawn. drinking at rev tonight with love and his friends at work. byeee peepo :D

2010-01-22T16:32:00.002+08:00

lynna posted this on her post and now i want to post it on mine too.

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still

remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

when i doesn't say anything doesn't means i'm okay. it means i'm upset.

i know you love to have 260 ice kacang after a game of basketball.

i remember.

2010-01-22T16:23:00.001+08:00

tell myself nothing has changed.

tell sylvia he's still the same.

tell me to be strong.

don't cry.

we'll overcome it.

2010-01-21T23:05:00.001+08:00

friends > relationship ?

i've got no answer yet.

another night drinking without me by your side.

ouch :'(

2010-01-21T17:00:00.002+08:00

i'm real sorry peepo for not updating till now :/ i'm real hell busy with work at the law firm. now i'm those typical OL that couldn't have fun in the night during the weekday. faggots. lols! lifestyles changed total. going home before midnight, cut down on drinking. anyway just a short update. as it's still office hour now.

mer went batam with us :D it was a surprise. it's a non stop eating trip.
start work at bridges law for around a week plus. not bad. interesting! thought of studying law too, but have to get my o done this year. -.-
went court with bridges on the first day. impressive. he took me along to different courts to assist him and some cases was very interesting!
drinking with company at senior police officers mess that day. 2 macallen, 1 chivas, 1 rum, 1 xo, 1 martell, 1 barcadi! was damm hilerious!
hanging out with my dear love for the past few days. sweet :D
heading cameron and genting on 28th till 1st and trip was just comfirm just now :D
almost dying trying to rush to finish my paperwork.
and i bascially wish i have more time to do my own things :/

gonna upload pictures on my office and shall show you guys my my mountains and mountains workload! lols. gonna either head home or to ion to look for mer awhile. hmms. gotto ciaos. have to finish my work soon.

dearest mervin, thanks, for everything!
:D

2010-01-06T03:59:00.002+08:00

i'll learn how to cherish you even more now (:

this is how i define love

this wasn't just any random pictures. i went to sweetheart's blog just now, realising things she said was true. we wasn't as close as how we used to be. we didn't even have chance to quarrel now. it seems as if there's nothing in common for us to talk now. why? i wasn't sure. ppl changes, we both have changed. and perhaps it take sometime for us to get used to each other changes. life's crucial. 2009 has been a real hectic one, a dramatic one. i'm glad i met mer. glad he appeared into my life. to quarrel with me, fight with me, pamper me and to let me know i could still be cherished. saw how many of my friends live their life. how they always try to project me problem and teaching me ways to salvage things. appreciate it. didn't mean to have have this kinda post. just wanting to pen down my feeling though. sigh. gonna head batam with shawn and jennis tmr. thanks to baby for sponsoring my trip this time :D hohoosss. he can't come with me as he's working the day after tmr. yuckks. gonna buy many many nice food for him :D gonna head to shawn's lawyer there interview tmr and visit that dumbass lynna at hospital. she's gonna be dead tmr! wahahahas. gonna ciaos and slp already or not boyf is gonna kill me for not sleeping even at this time :D and if you do happen to read this.

hello mervin zeng, you this stupid fat pig!

i love youuuuuu & goodnight :D

till then readers :D goodnight!

2010-01-04T16:12:00.002+08:00

i'm bored. got to stay home to wait for courts delivery of the fridge to my house and i can't go and have dinner with boyf :c . had bbq yesterday at rev. after mer came my place, prepared and head to hougang mall for lunch then bus-ed to far east cause he wanted to cut hair. head back lucky to look for shawn, went hougang and fetch jennis and we head to tampines gaint to buy food :D and we spent around 300 plus! lols. reached rev around 10 and started bbq-ing. damm funny see some of them wearing formal and bbq. lols. baby was nice too cook corn for me. and i seriously keep eating from 10 all the way to 1 plus! lols. i know i've put on weight but who doesn't when you have a boyf that keep feeding me with food. lols. and now i'm munching on chips my darling bought for me yesterday :D gonna watch my show. ciaos.

lynna darling, cheerup! i'm always here!

2010-01-03T13:14:00.002+08:00

are things going to be fine now?

could my broken heart be fixed back again?

i've tried, and badly bruised.

)':

2010-01-01T15:53:00.003+08:00

gonna do a short first post for my start of 2010. time flies passed so fast and i bet everyone's not use to it. for the previous 2009, many things happen, met many new faces, heed many new advises. and to thanks all for being in my life and a part of it especially my dearest boyf mervin zeng, for being by my side without fail, making sure things always goes smoothly for me, being by my side whenever there's up and down. & having you is the best thing i had in 2009 my love.

& my gosspis cum clubbing partner no2. lols. adeline seah.

my 2 lady bosses being by my side teaching and protecting me :D

and all my bosses for standing by me

and not forgotting my dearest waitress for staying together with us during hard times and enjoying every moment together :D

and of course my 2 beloved lady. lynna & sweet.

thanks for making 2009 such a fantastic year. and to those who appeared in my life to create a mess, thanks for appearing too. because you let me learned so much on you. gonna ciaos now.

happy new year peepos!

All the best in things you guys do :D

with loves, sylvia :D

2009-12-31T16:38:00.003+08:00

normally when there're good and bad there will always be pros and cons towards everythings. today's new year eve. it's 2010 tmr! weird. time flies uhs. gonna head over shawn's place for steamboat tonight and maybe rev for belated christmas exchange.hahas. happy new year peepos :D

when the world looks down on me,

you did it too.

2009-12-30T13:22:00.003+08:00

the couple shirt diana bought for us.

bangs made me look fat. lols

diana passed me my birthday present last night. it was a couple shirt for me and mer. appreciate it alot. lols. though she took such a long time to get for me! hahas. time flies, counting down to a brand new year in another 1 day. so peepo guess you all have your new year resolutions already bahs? hmms, for me i only have 3 things in mind. first is to complete my o lvl cert to move on to a higher lvl, second is to see success in things baby is going to do and lastly things to go well for our relationship :D simple enough? hahas. though many things has been changing and i'm trying to cope up with the changes, stress and stuff. glad to have my loverboy with me to overcome everything. everyone's right. ppl come and go. they changed as times goes by, it's only natural. it's only how you want to accept the changes and blend in together with the other. not gonna work on the eve of a new year. gonna enjoy with baby. he'll probably bring me to places he used to hang out.and it's gonna be the best new year i guess :D and i'm going to hsbc later to meet the agent. got shortlisted for admin jobs and going over to discuss my pay and stuff :D anyway, to ppl outta there trying to ruin other's ppl life rmb there's a price you need to pay. don't always assume you are being loved and liked by others. because when you yourself can be so fake others can too. laughs. hope you'll learn something this new year :D byeee~

2009-12-29T16:16:00.002+08:00

my loverboy here has been really nice to take care of me last night. was suppose to be working but got xiner to take over as i wasn't feeling very well. guess i got food posioning. kept vomitting out whatever things i ate. sucks. baby say he'll buy me chocolates and candy when i recover :D not gonna work today either. gonna just stay home and rest. lols. mer always got so worried when i fall sick. and he always say one day my brain will get burned off due to my fever -.- lols. jerkass. shawn says we'ew going to batam :D yeahhhhs! and baby wants to bring me to camaren highland to pluck strawberry! :D hohosss. nth much to blog now, think i want to puke again :/ byeeee!

2009-12-27T14:21:00.003+08:00

& i finally hung up the star baby bought for me from ikea :D

not really that bad right? :/

yeah. after much considarations and shawn's asking me to cut bangs. i went to cut it again. lols. mer said i look damm kiddy. lols. met up with shawn last night at lucky to do things, waited for jennis to come fetch us. back to his place and to rev. was suppose to have gift exchange but most didn't brought their present or didn't prepare-.- talked and chilled with jennis and diana as our partner left us at rev and went other place to do things-.- nbbb. lols.when they're back, baby said we're going to drink chicken soup :DD i've been pestering him for like 2 to 3 weeks to go drink. diana, victor, uncle alan and ah xiang went along too :D baby was feeling unwell, guess got food poisoning ): victor send me and baby back. couldn't get to sleep. tossed and turn in bed till 4plus am. and i got woken up super early today. just had my room cleared and clean:D and inspector zeng is going to inspect my room later:D and hopefully he'll give me chocolates and sweets if i did well :D tatas.

2009-12-25T16:27:00.003+08:00

mer said :" baby, pls dress up today, we might be going out today!"

super yeahness if we heading out :D

byeeee

2009-12-25T15:48:00.002+08:00

christmas has never been so good, so much fun. though was working but it's still fun. the rest of the photo still with veron. gonna post them up soon, either in facebook or blog. love head down rev for awhile and went other side to drink with shawn they all but was glad he came back rev and did the countdown with me then go back find them :D superrrr touched! & proud to have this boyf! ppl only got the guts to dance at the dancefloor around 1 plus-.- lols. this year pass so fast. hope everyone had learn something this christmas and if you've been good santa will send you a gift :D hahas. gonna head down to ion to look for mer then to rev for work again!

hohoho , merry christmas :D

2009-12-22T13:26:00.002+08:00

i'm starting to see cracks, unhappiness, tiredness in you already.

it's okay, things are already going to change.

you don't have to feel so tired anymore.

everything will go in whatever you want, whatever you say.

i'll changed.

2009-12-21T16:13:00.002+08:00

if i were ever given another chance for anything in life,

i would still want you to be apart of my life.

i love you, mervin zeng

2009-12-19T17:23:00.002+08:00

boohoo. i'm tired :/ i reckon i won't be having enough rest for this entire week. work was damm busy and tiring due to the event yesterday. and i won 2 lucky draw :D and mer bought me tata bear as monthsary and advance christmas present:D head to st james, dragonfly with the usual co. just that this time, veron and chanel joined us :D baby bought the 3 girls to enter by the back door. lols. and guess what the bouncer asked for his ic! lols. so we went in. cleared our balance. danced and party like nobody business. because we took off our heels and shake like crazy okay. lols. and everyone was excited about seeing veron dance. lols. cause we've all never see before. party till 6am and all of us head home. potty send the rest home while mer and me send jennis home and we head over to sengkang koufu for breakfast and home sweet home :D till now baby can still slp after buying lunch up my place. lols. helipad will be the next place to club! :D pictures will probably be uploaded tmr. till then :D

2009-12-18T17:34:00.003+08:00

where has all these loves goes to?
you doubt everything of me, over and over again.

what's the point then?

you've got no idea how much you've hurt me.
my heart ache,

so badly )':

happy 2nd.

2009-12-16T15:01:00.002+08:00

my disgusting faggot fat boyf is lost! lols. he better be careful when he sees me later. didn't head to work at lucky for 2 days. mer was sick, so i stayed home to accompany him. had steamboat at jennis house the night before, spent 100 over dollar on food-.- eat, talk and chill. love fell asleep at the sofa and shawn in the room. lols, had long nice talk with jennis. got drank from drinking red wine with her. lols. we drank 3 bottles of wine. in short hours. walked back with mer to my place as jennis got drunk. home sweet home. now that faggot just wake up and i'm damm tired. lols. nth much to update anyway. anyway, i've realise it's you who've changed. not me. you chose to give up. fine then.

2009-12-12T15:57:00.003+08:00

pictures taken for the past few weeks. nothing much happen. started working in the day at shawm's shop followed by night job at rev. so hell tired. gonna give up. couldn't imagine how mer got used to it so fast. lols, probably by the thought he'll get to see me in the night gave him the motivations. lols. so can't blame i hasnt' been updating my blog as i really can't find time to.

sakae with lynna during our off day.

rev for drink.

mer bought me for shopping trip

had soul garden at bugis

head down rev on the same night for chilling session with baby.

to accompany me to watch new moon, mer went to purchase the dvd for twilight :D and we're probably gonna watch new moon on our next off day. i'm more into an emo mood recently. wasn't sure is it because i'm too tired from work. sigh.

2009-12-05T15:34:00.002+08:00

quarrels has seriously been surfing. i hate it, and if there's no way to salavge it,

sooner or later this love of ours would crash. didn't even wish for it to happen.

sometimes you never put into considrations that little things you said could hurt me so badly.

if one day i've changed, into the sylvia you wanted.

will you love the old me,

loving the new sylvia that suit your life/you?

i'm heartbroken :/

2009-12-02T13:07:00.003+08:00

usually after a long time without posting, there's nothing much i would want to post about, yet today it felt different. i felt as if there's many i wanted to pinned down yet couldn't find a better way to actually cut short everything. many things happen.

off last saturday, went swimming with mer at sengkang,

-hm sweet hm for nap,

-j8 to get my lens,

-train-ed to amk wanted to catch 2012 but sold out

-cab-ed down rev drink

-was suppose to head helipad for clubbing with the usual co. but,

ended dragging till 4am(for some reason! -.-)

-& since powerhouse closes at 3 too, we went drangonfly.

-home sweet home around 6.

nothing much happen on sunday. work was as usual. head ecp for bbq with family as well as mum& dad's friends. cab to work after that.
was me & mer's off yesterday.

-woke up early 8 plus and accompany him to gucci sales. nothing much to buy.

-catch 2012. nice movie. and i turn to tell mer. if the world ends i would still want to spend my last moment by your side. he just smile and we continue the show. -.- faggots

-roam around in town figuring out what to do.

-head lucky for lunch and talk with shawn.

-train-ed to lavander for western food with love,

-shawn came from kovan just to fetch us to rev (:

-chill & drink.

-surprised to saw huai & sweet as she said she's no coming out

-got shawn to drive me to kbox to buy cake

-shinji came, called lynna but guess she's asleep

-cut cakes and stuff, sweet left

-drink, then home sweet home

that's about the entire thingy that has been happening to me.i've spend some moment talking to different ppl regarding different stuffs, from relationship to my friendship. my conclusion was. what happens, happen for a reason. and it always takes 2 hands to clap. so be it in a r/s or friendships, it applys. there is no such things as saying only 1 party is wrong. i've did my part in everything, or should i say in things that i should. be with me for no motive. no matter who it apply to. quarrels with mer has been becoming more frequent. was i the one who has changed or you're already tired of doing things you did now? whatever it is, i always belived we could overcome all this together. nobody's perfect. i'm not either. every quarrels made me understand him more. being with him, i've learnt to see many things. things that i never used to see in the past. the attitude of someone towards another. i've learn many in lifes. spoke to mer and lynna over somethings. both gave me the same advise. but anyway, it doesn't matters now, i've learn to look at things more happily. i haven't changed. you're the one who've changed. think over it yourself. because i hasn't been the one who wanted to let go, yet you're the one keep sinking into the quick sand. if you don't give me your hand, we'll lose the friendship real soon. i didn't wanted that to happen. and i hope you don't either. but still i want to say happy birthday to you.

me & adeline @ dragonfly

mer :D

binyong :D

bbq @ ecp.

snowy keep chasing after dogs and dragging the trolley with him(cause we tied him on it)

made me damm peiseh! so i put him inside a basket.

2009-11-26T17:30:00.004+08:00

~~what's worst when your love was being doubt?~~

~~what's worst when the heart is broken by the one you utterly love?~~

~~and instead of picking it up, he went ahead to step on it even further.~~

~~it's okay, i guess. i've picked it up myself but,~~

~~in pieces and pieces.~~

2009-11-23T16:41:00.006+08:00

these were the few pictures taken during the past few days (the rest were in facebook), couldnt really rmb what happened clearly. lols. but the entire week was more on celebrating dearest's birthday. after working for 8 days straight before having my off day is totally draining out all my energy! went to did waxing with jennis before heading to conrad hotel to collect boyf's birthday cake. and she brought me to do my eyebrown. lols. and they look so much better now! head back rev for work. had agurment with boyf over trivials matter but at least we talked it out and at least it didn't ruin the entire day. boyf came down to wait for me to end work, cut cakes at 12am and his drinking sessions with victor started. lols. nagged at him not to drink too much as we're going sentosa the next day! :D home sweet home after work, woke up around 11 plus and he head over to my house with breakfast and we head over to sentosa, spend quite alot as we went to most of the attractions like the merlions and skyride( & i almost got scared outta my life! ). had dinner at marche, rush home to changed as we're heading to helipad @ central for clubbing and the rest are already waiting for us at rev. changed and head down, talk and drink over there for awhile and headed down to helipad. drink, drank, high! lols. not drunk yet. jennis and shawn left early due to jennis having school the next day. so we danced and drink non stop! next we head to lunar( we didn't expect to go there actually, it wasnt in the plan at all. lols! ), open another martell -.- was damm havoc! lols. all headed back around 6 plus, and i vommited. lols. so for the past few days didnt even want to drink. met up with lynna for a drink, hope she's feeling better. went sengkang swimming with bf. was fun and bought him to jennis's place and he got shocked by her 3 big dogs. lols. it's only natural , her dog is so hell big! -.- anw to my dearest guy,

i hope you enjoyed your birthday, though no present were given but,

i hope the cake would cover up everything. i'm sorry if i hasn't been understanding enough

and making you give in to me everytime like how all my friends and even bosses said

i just want to say you're the best :D

from every little small things to big things you've done for me!

i credit you number 1 now! and i do hope we'll get to celebrate many more birthdays

together in future! & for all the obstcales in our r/s

i believe we'll overcome them soon okay!

happy belated birthday &

i love you:D

victor made him finish the drink in 4 mins. lols. and he only did it in 2min plus.

with all these distractions! lols

pictures taken with baby's DSLR camera

though he said to give the whole day to me, he's still on the phone everytime! with so many diff ppl calling!

i got scared out man!

clubbing @ helipad

yup, we had champane again

2009-11-17T12:36:00.003+08:00

i've thought about it, and i guess i'm not gonna upload me & mer's birthday celebrations at rev onto my blog because it has 100 over pictures and i guess i don't have the patience to wait for it to finish uploading, i'm hell tired. was woken up by mum early 9 plus -.- when i only slept at 4 plus in the morning. i bet i'll be like a walking zombie. lols. my head hurts. :/ there many things needed to be done this week. mer's birthday is reaching real soon. and i'm real stressed up about it. due to cash constrain. anyone any idea what to get? this sucks! these were the few taken last few days with dearest boyf. it was bascially a good week. nice food dining, shopping with jennis, dinner dates with my dearest boy. and he propose to me at rev and we used paper and tie as our wedding band -.- lols. i know it seems retarded but it's the small small things that matters okay! boyf gave me 50 buck shopping voucher and told me to go shopping for my wedges heels :D and i love him to the maxxx :D

our wedding band. lols!
diana signature pose.

junhao & me :D

he climb all the way up to bar and give me a surprise kiss :D

ion, bali thai for dinner

i'm contented enough to have you (:

2009-11-15T17:19:00.002+08:00

i never seems to have enough time for myself. head down town shopping with sweetheart yesterday, talked alot, see alot and gosspis alot-.- but time was so rushing, met up boyf with sweetheart for pepper lunch and he went back work first cause he only have an hour break, chill and finish our ice cream then head to lucky plaza to look for shuan and back to rev for work. was damm tired as i woke up at 1 in the afternoon that day. and now i just woke up i realise there's many to do at home! :/ didn''t had a very good slp last night, only manage to fall asleep around 7am. so many things running inside my head, and those tears just follow by. sigh. i hate to think too much. and i know it's me who's thinking too much. but there isn't anyone i could talk to. so tired. sigh.

2009-11-11T15:13:00.002+08:00

pictures on my birthday will be uploaded onto my blog soon. meanwhile they're all at my facebook. i had a super fantastic night during my birthday! drink, drank, high. lols. didn't manage to get drunk because boyf was fucking drunk and have to take care of him! lols. that poor guy was helping me drink when ppl get me to drink! thanks diana for the champane you opened. lols! champane, super thick graveyard-.- , martell, beer and many more. lols. took the ball rolling to took our baby's clothes and guess what, the dancer took off for him too! lols. cakes was from baby, conrad hotels cake. was super nice! head back hotel and slp insteads of home. james and kar how came along with me to send that drunkard back. lols. he didn't even wanted to change and lie there sleeping and talking to himself things i cant even hear. lols. woke up at 2 plus next day, showered and head to katong for laksa, then to tampines, shopped and catch jennifer's body and home sweet home my place to cut cake. boyf stayed till 1 plus talking with mum (: it's nice seeing it. lols, anyway, catched saw6 with boyf already. not bad but still i'm hoping saw 7 will release but baby say it probably end at 6. but anyway, i want to thanks everyone for attending the birthday, for pulling sometimes out from you busy days to come. and thanks for all the presents. sweetheart, thanks for the cake. was very touched. i'm sorry if i made you cry that day! lols. but i really meant everything i say. and to my dearest man, thanks for everything! i love you (:

2009-11-09T11:26:00.002+08:00

i'm kinda happy, first thing, i've spend quality time talking with mum when she was dying my hair for me today, next, i recieved the 2nd most wonderful birthday present when i reached work last night. guess what. it's a samsung camera! but on top of that, it's in bright red! and i'm super happy when she passed it to me! :D and thirdly because it's my birthday celebration today and it's my birthday tmr :D i'm looking forwards to tonight celebrations. hopefully, everything goes smoothly :D shall come back and upload with more pictures tonight :D do turn up peepo!

2009-11-08T13:10:00.002+08:00

damm sick. need to get a fucking rest soon. how on earth is it fair to fall sick a day just before your birthday celebrations? anyway, i wasn't sure of tmr's plan. but all rev waitress have to be at rev without fail cause we need to take pictures and hopefully publish and kept somewhere at rev. lols. pls do not be late for cake cutting at 12midnight! for more info pls look for sweetheart or mervin. thanks :D

2009-11-07T13:06:00.004+08:00

these were the few picture selected out from the 80 over pictures from facebook to be posted onto my blog. anyway, my birthday celebration is coming real soon, but i no longer have the excitment abot it. was it because of our quarrel making me feel as if things was so diff already :/ i'm sick, so hell sick. flu,bad cough,fever. but i still have to go to work. yucks. couldn't get to slp last night. many things was running inside my head. hmms, nvm, i've just got to learn to face things myself then. baby came over my house to wake me up, was suppose to head out to watch movie, saw6. but my tummy is killing me for no reason. took medicine, rest awhile and head out to parkway parade for hokkien mee and pepper lunch. shopped around, head borders. lynna called and we bus-ed down to rev for a drink! and mer promise me a LV bag because he lost the pool with me! lols. write it down on my blog, see the dare shua lai anot! lols. i'm going to talk on phone with my boyf already. till then:D

the reason why he's always the best, because he blows my hair for me :D

mer is dead! proof he hug diana!

i love this picture alot man!

2009-11-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

many things happened recently. it made me see what lifes has for us, what kind of ppl or friends i should say that's been put to our sides. after many nights of concluding and troubleshooting, speaking to different ages of ppl. i've realise, nobody's at fault. it isn't just you or just me. it's both of us. because we were too easy influence by others, by those things that a third parties have said. be it how true it might seen to be, there's still yet another part that nobody has ever seen or realised. ever wonder that? i've never been interesting in guessing games, in guess what you were trying to say or tell me, i've been all along like that, thus i don't like ppl to guess what i'm thinking or even to put words into my mouth, assuming things that i would say. because it's unfair. be it towards me or you. i don't need anyone to appreciate what i did for you. if by the end of the day, after going through so much together, we still have doubt in each others. i'm sorry if i've changed but at the same time everyone involved, pls reflect if you guys are in wrong too. because it always takes 2 hands to clap. as much as i still care for you, as much as i still cherish you, you gave me the feeling you wanted to let go and walk out of my life. is that what you really want? so that you'll feel so much free now? i don't know, i guess you might not even know it now, but as times goes by, you'll know who cares for you and who's out there to take advantages of you. ppl have eyes to see. because like what i always says if there's a time you need me, you can call me. if you don't call, how am i suppose to know you need ppl by your side then. because you've always been strong, or at least to me. i'm still here. 24/7. & to those ppl out there who wants to act and be a part of it when you're actually not involved, feel free to because you'll only show ppl how fake you guys are. your reputations isn't that good already. though i've just really got to know you but it's so enough to see what kinda person you're now. what diana& mer said is right. you don't deserved ppl treating you so good. because you're a person who only thinks of yourself. because you never like to lose, that makes you the worst loser. so if anyonme saw this post and is feeling very uncomfortable with it and assuming it's you that i'm mentioning about though i didn't state any name, you're free to come look for me, call me and maybe i'll explain things to you. if you really detest ppl for what they do, what the say, the way they act, pls be nice enough to tell them, rather than acting as if you're very close with them, caring for their needs and stuff. if i'm a slut or a bitch, you don't lose out to being one either!

these were the few pictures taken last few days, accompany mer to 260 for basketball, had mini steamboat with boyf and lynna and work at rev was alright :D

2009-11-02T15:03:00.003+08:00

i've spent a night, a night on the bed thinking. troubleshooting things, my conclusions. we've drifted so hell much. it's been long since we last talk. whenever i try to call you, you're either busy or still busy. but why don't you take the first step to call me instead? call and ask what i am doing and stuff. you're busy, you're so busy with your life now. i just want to make sure that life is still going on smoothly for you, or at least you don't have to feel upset or stuck whenever there is a quarrel between you & her. you're so busy working now. our life are so different already. i'm used to the night whereby you're more into the day.will you still rmb my birthday? or at least, the promise we used to promised each others on our birthday? was i the one who've changed, or is it you? sigh :/

2009-11-01T15:24:00.002+08:00

30th oct
it was a superb awsome night! our halloween party went quite sucessful:D diana painted a super pretty butterfly on me& xiner's cheek! and i swear it's those kinda super chio ones. jennis helped me put on my eye makeup. so i have a smokey eyes that night. played with red drips that totally look like blood! many customer kanna draw too! mer was one of them! lols. was super tiring as it was full house that night. played all the way till 4plus then went home! i'll upload the pictures onto my blog when diana sends me the pictures!
31st oct
washed up when home after work at rev, head over to point with lynna for breakfast. then head to boyf place to pass him his things and breakfast. knock out when i'm home! woke up in the evening and prepared to head to expo for the wedding. after seeing so many got married, i told my father i wanted to get married young too! i really envy those couple coming together and get married just because they wanted to be something more than a couple and not in a sense of responsibility kind. i always wanted to get married, have my own flat with my snowy-.- & another big dog! hahas. it like still ages for me before i'm going to get married. anw, headed down to rev after wedding. it's linny's last day at work, how can we not be there to support? met mer at sengkang then cab down (: it's really nice going to pub like that just us. like how i used to envy lynna and sg when they often head out to bar and chill together. laughs! home sweet home with mer. changed and head to point for breakfast and home to knock out! and here i am awake(: till then!

i'm contented with life,

i'm contented with having you :D

2009-10-30T13:51:00.004+08:00

these were pictures taken on brother's birthday. nothing much to update. it's halloween tomorrow. there'll be dancer today. it's linny's last day of work tmr. sigh. i'm tired, i want to slp but i can't. is she right? am i really the one that comes into them? i'm not gonna to fucking care how she thinks, but since you don't cherish him and let him go then don't come into my life and ruin everything that is so perfect for me now, because if you don't appreciate and cherish him, i will. so i'm not going to care what fuck comments you're going to give. not happy with us, come straight and talk into us straight! because you fucking ruin me and my dearest boyf perfect morning bitch! & now plus f off.

this prove that those SLR camera can be used to camwhor :D

& here's my beloved mer

me & my brother

bro & boyf

2009-10-29T16:37:00.002+08:00

gonna do a short post. quite reluctant to covert into full timer at rev but suppose to give victor an answer by tonight. and ppl who are looking for me, pls call mervin's phone instead. because i'm not using my number now due to some reasons. thanks. head ntuc to buy baking stuff with mer and head over my place to bake (: but he fell asleep even before the whole thing finishes. lols. that lazy pig -.- it's my brother's birthday yesterday and i bought him to rev for drinking! lols. underage drink. hope he'll learn to think as he's a year older now. pictures from yesterday would be upload asap when i'm free. till then. :D

you made me realise how it felt to be loved.

i love you.

2009-10-28T15:19:00.006+08:00

couldn't get to slp the night before so yesterday woke up kinda early. met up with kailing to ion to look for mer, had a rush lunch and we head over lido for movie. we watched the sister's keeper. the show not bad. touching at times. after movie head over to mango for shopping. restrict my spending so we both bought a tanktop each. accompany kailing to far east for shopping and she bought another top. walk around. bought me to slice and had the mango dessert :D super nice. aftermath head back to ion to wait for mer end work, as there's still some time so we went to the toilet and take pictures. lols. went wistma for dinner and train-ed home with mer. brought snowy down for a walk and you could see how enthu he is! so mer took him to the playground for a run and as usual i'm the lazy one just sitting there looking. brought mac and head over to sengkang. had a very nice long talk with mer. it's nice knowing about all his funny funny past. told him my problems too. great advise he gave. it seems as though there's many problem. sigh. if that's the case, i wished so many things never happen. you continue to lead you very good friends life and i lead my own. i hate knowing that you guys quarrel every now and then. spoke to mer about this. he got his own point of view too. head home after that. mum is flying over early morning today and we quarrel over stupid matters like am i going to send her to the airport. and says she didn't let me any allowance for the entire week! and going to bloody hell terminate my handphone line! i'm really in need of money now! arghhhs, birthdays, installement and even my daily expenses! this really sucks! going rest awhile and head to rev later. it's my little brother birthday today! = money spend again! sigh, can sky drop money?

2009-10-27T12:45:00.002+08:00

no doubt it's burberry!

& proud to be the owner of this bag because it's the one i've been eyeing for!
mer told me it's discon after he's getting this bag which is also the last pieces they can find for me! and when he handed me this bag, gosh! i really almost gone speechless and shocked! but he's there smiling all the way. appreciate him going all the way to ion with the vacum machines to purchase this bag. we head to vivo for shopping yesterday. spend kinda alot over there. bought lesh and stuff for snowy. had dinner at thai accent. nice view, nice food. but that cute boyf of mine still can take a nap after eating his main course with even waiting for the dessert! it's nice dining by the sea (: head down to rev for drink with sweetheart&lynna. really enjoyed myself yesterday as it's simply fantastic! & merv, this for everything, i really appreciate all the efforts to look for this bag as well as to give me a wonderful birthday. thanks for making things so perfect for me. i love you(:

2009-10-25T19:01:00.002+08:00

mer called up and said, burberry called and told him the nova checked tote bag that i'm so hell interested in since last year has already stop production! which means discontinue! :( that sucks . i've been eyeing on it for so long and it's like so near yet so far ): there's another series i'm interested in even jennis love it but it actually cost 2k plus. might as well invest in LV ? sigh, and sweetheart is upset with me too! cause we both really love the bag so much! forget it. shall just drop the idea of having a burberry bag then. this way mer can save up too. how to express or explain my disappointment? hmms, i don't know. it's beyond explainations :/

2009-10-25T17:21:00.002+08:00

work has been the same for me, life is still the same but something is like wrong between me & her. we've seems to like dirfted so much. now that our life are always busy with other stuff i still hope things goes well for her. i'm real worn out and tired working everyday. tmr gonna be another day out with mer:D thai express is what i'm craving for so badly now! :/ and he bloody hell hang my call because he's at burberry checking things out! arghhhs, lols. that fatty :D sweetheart said the burberry bag that we're eyeing are already out of stock ): and the entire burberry in singapore already run out of the stocks lerhs. awww. no fate. lols. worst of all , vel said they wasn't even sure when the stocks will be coming in-.- ass. forget it then. gonna get ready and head to work lerhs (:

i'm really contented with my life now (:

2009-10-22T17:48:00.002+08:00

finally it's my off day today(: guess it's the only time i can blog. going for working for the rest of the days. was super tired. just came back from ion after delivering my porridge over to mer. met up with lynna for a short talk afterall it's been long i last saw her or even gossip underblock with her. gonna head down to rev to help diana do some mass sms-ing. drank too much during work last night. lols. vommited in the toilet at rev. lols. baby was nice enough to send me home last night. nth much happen recently. everyone was happy i guess? my cough is going to get me killed :/

are you moving on?

are you happier now?

2009-10-20T12:29:00.005+08:00

these are the few pictures that was selected out to be posted on my blog out of those 100 overs picture. lols. it has been a non stop drinking this few days. as promised, mervin bought me to movie on monday. we watch darah. & it's fucking guresome! i am one that oftens watch disgusting movies but this one got me defeated. i kept having nightmare that ppl will come and saw off my hands and legs. lols. couldnt even get to slp well the entire night! took a nap the next afternoon and woke up at 5 plus rushing to send dinner over to ions as mervin was waiting the entire day for my food! lols. train-ed & bus-ed down to rev for work. yawns. i'm working fucking 5 days today -.- lols. victor & shuan was asking me to convert into full time instead & mervin got no much comment to this (: gonna be rotting at home and wait for time to come for work. will be cooking steak with uncle jems today (: woohoos~

i hope you've really let go(:

me & shuan

diana, mer, me

diana,mer,kailing

kailing, customer,victor & me

drunk!lols

me & my beloved boy

2009-10-18T17:58:00.003+08:00

no doubt my life now was fun & carefree but when my friend told me he sees him with another girl at his place area having dinner, the feeling's weird. :/ but never mind, it has already past, it'll be good if both of us move on with life this fast, i guess? i've found someone good, one who click with my friends, bring me go out and drink, dance and give me all the trust and confident that i hardly gets from those past few relationship. we're going sentosa with his beloved camera real soon. taking over linny today as she's starting her day job tmr, hope everything goes well for her. mervin promise to buy me carrot cake all the way from ions! i'm having cravings for it since yesterday night before drinking! and i'm having a very bad cough now:/ yucks~

abc, who are you? :/

2009-10-17T16:41:00.002+08:00

i'm tired:/ work with kailing last night and i guess i drank too much that it gave me that dumb courage to dance on the fucking pool table and challenge the dancer! lols. and everyone was taking pictures and taking video. mervin didnt even pull me down. lols. and he was taking so many random shots of me! gonna go for my belly piercing real soon lerhs! (: should either be this week or next! head down puggol marina last night. and i was still crying when he texted me. many was asking why i cried, i just kept quiet. mervin send me home and we was talking under the blk for close to an hour. i hope things really got settled soon enough! head up to change and i vomitted. lols -.- he called, we went down to talk till 9 plus. he brought my things back to me. appreciate it alot. he told me many things that send me crying like crazy! he promised to end it beautifully. surprised that he actually rmb every little things i said, even when we wasnt still together yet. sigh. i hope he'll unders.

2009-10-16T17:01:00.002+08:00

had a fantastic night last night. from rev floor to rev pool table! lols. the whole night was perfect. mervin promised me a even better night on our birthday. know what makes everyone's day? it was mervin precious camera. those SLR uhs? not sure. is those bulky bulky ones. and they take super pretty pictures(: gonna upload pictures onto facebook instead. there'll be dancer tonight and we're gonna enjoy everything today (: hohos. mervin's gonna come down rev to look for me after his work(: till then. (: it's been long since i saw L. hope you'll always be doing fine (;

2009-10-15T13:53:00.003+08:00

& also not forgetting this few were the pictures i own. lols

group picture.lols. left to right

xavier,jennis,linny,vel,steff,keith,me,zayden,jackson,chanel

a much more clearer ones
linny, xaiver& me

zayden

aint she lucky. lols

2009-10-15T11:59:00.005+08:00

pictures i owned since last friday. lols, they were not in the place. anyway, i still did upload the picture! it has been straight few days of drinking that i'm going to get killed man! lols. mervin & sweetheart really makes me very excited and so looking forward to it! how can you get not excited when you told them you wanted the entire place filled with heliums balloon & mervin promised to try! lols, met up with mervin yesterday to ions for shopping and to burberry to choose my birthday present! lols. of course i didnt told him what's the design i like but he said he somehow knew it. lols. met up with lynna as she's with ions with her friends too. had been watching movie twice already this week! and i realise how much i've missed out on all the movies i wanted to watch! we watched,Sorority Row last on monday & yesterday we watch haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami. both movie was simply great! darah's the next on the list. he promised to bring me next week! head over to lucky plaza to meet jennis and shuan drove us back to rev. sweetheart came along to look for us, had 2 tower which is going to kill me, as i couldnt even take 2 jug! lols. some martells, and another 2 cups of hard liquor. lols. i did got damm tipsy. lols. mervin send me home and home sweet home he went. gonna be working today, yawns. need to save up for the 4 martells that day! lols. enjoy those random pictures taken. & i promise on the 9th it'll be filled with pictures!

& that's mervin

taken at puggol marina.

james & yi quan:D

james & me

on the day i know mervin they all, rev then puggol marina.

me,wilson,kailing&vel

this could explain how high i got that night! lols.

group photo.

xaiver,the 2 rev new customer(tourist),me,vei,kailing

jennis :D

i really go around kissing ppl! lols

diana:D

kailing:D

isn't it cool? shots (:

long island tea!

2009-09-04T02:28:00.002+08:00

i've got millions of pictures to upload but i'm going to wait till the laziness gets out of me before i upload them up . lols (: short updates .

drinking with lynna & sweetheart & co. @ auto sport
met up with L & michael at rev for drink
fall real sick & got a dumb throat infections !
met up with lynna for a talk and supper just now
end my night life & find a job asap !

i need to find a job to tide off this period before i might start to starve myself to death ! lols .and i'm home realy early today ! i reach home at 1 plus ! when i normally reach home super late ! lols . nothing much to update , sweet quitted her job ( when she actually took like ages to find one & quits after 3 days !-.- ) and she chipped her tooth -.- laughs . tata ~

2009-07-24T15:24:00.001+08:00

mr lucas said ,

don't cry because it's over ;

smile because it happened (:

thanks (:

2009-07-10T18:33:00.001+08:00

ohhh, i'm sick , i'm sick ! i'm down with a bloody hell high fever which explains why i'm at home now ~.~this sucks !